I constantly look for ways for me to verbalize my deepest and darkest thoughts, desires and fears without anybody really knowing what I’m specifically talking about...
With nothing useful to say and no one to listen to it
Filling the deep with the pain, I slowly sink into it
Consider questionable things to try to get me through it
I've tried to push it away but I always give into it
Long for the taste of the rain that finally helps subdue it
and washes this all away...