User:Thefinnmurtons/MyThoughts

 

 My Private Thoughts 

 Hey there. I'm Finn Murtons, but you may call me Finny, Finn, FM, A sinister boy named Finn, ASBNF, or Sinister. This is just a private page about my thoughts.. A place I can pour all of my problems without you guys noticing, unless you feel like invading my privacy. (It's basically about my wish and friends.. It's the only thing troubling me and making me think.)



 My Wish

Why do I have such an impossible wish... I must feel so stupid wishing on a shooting star for such a thing.. Saying that "If I see another shooting star it states my wish will come true" I'm such a child. Such a wish will alter the fabrics of reality.. I'm stupid. Honestly, what would be the point.. So you can happy? What idiot wouldn't be happy livng in a fantasy world like that. WHY WOULD I WISH ON SOMETHING I KNOW IS IMPOSSIBLE!? WHY AM I SO DUMB!? ... Sorry. Maybe I should let it go? Forget about the wish... Despite it meaning the world to me.. Should I forget about it? Well, why would you want to forget about something so important? Something that means your life, something that means the world to you.. All you want is to be happy with them.. Where's the harm in that? Oh, you know.. The harm of altering the fabrics of reality of course. I need to face reality and admit it has no chance of coming true..



 My Friends

Who are my friends? .. Do I even have friends.. Who am I able to consider my friends? All of these people are pretty much just words and pictures. I don't have any real friends.. Sure, I have my best friend. But we never talk or hang out anymore. I lost all my other friends on account of doing online school, real smart huh? But Finn, if those texts and images read this won't they be mad? ... What do I care? They sorta deserve to know the truth, besides they shouldn't be creeping on my private thoughts in the first place. You're such an idiot! Of course they're real people! THEY CARE ABOUT YOU, THEY SUPPORT YOU! They support your wish. .... Is that all you have to say? "...." Wow, I'm surprised at you, Perry made your profile, Beemo is always there and talks to you, SD considers you his best guy friend online, VQO has put up with you for 2 years. Becca is.. Well, she doesn't hate you. Mia is there for you, Lego and you had fun, quit being an ignorant fool, the people here love you.. IB and CP also love you.. And you consider them text and images? .... There you go again with the "...." Well!? Your right... Good, now quit being an ignorant fool. AND STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF YOU WEIRDO!