User blog:ICWienerblammo/Please help me.....

Sigh*. I'm sorry guys. I hate creating these stupid freaking blogs that make me sound like a pathetic loser. I really do. But I only do them because I genuinly need help. You guys remember my last "Help" blog? Well, that comment I left about her moving up to NC turned out to be a load of Bull Crap.

But, the thing is, things have taken a turn for the worse. Every day, I love her and think about her more and more. And knowing that I cannot do anything about it KILLS me from the inside out. I lay awake at night thinking about her, and this is getting me depressed. I don't know what the f to do. I cry all the time and I hate myself for it because I feel like a freakin' baby. My family can't give me any advice. Not the kind I'm looking for. I want your help if you can. Leave a comment if you wish.