User blog:Scarlet heartlove/Dream Of New Life

New Things.

When you fall into a routin life become more boring and sometimes its incredibly hard to get out of that routin, because you have been doing it for so long and its what feels safe. At first the routin works for you, but then as the weeks, months, and years go by you become  bored of the safty the thought you liked before. It seems no matter how hard you try, you can never get out of the routin you have made your life. you go to the same places, you see the same people, you do the same thing every day, the only thing that if different about your day are the things you eat! (unless you eat the same thing every day)

I have sadly fallin into a routin and I cannot get out of it. I have become bored and not just bored, but sad. I am tired of the place I am in, in life, and I am ready for new things. The problem with me is that I dream big, but I don't go big. I have fears that hold me back, fears that control my every move. I have become a prisnor of fear and trepidation. I feel like I am in a cage that has an unbreakable lock. I keep waiting for something to change, but as I wait I start to realize  that I am the only one who can change things. Maybe I can break that unbreakable lock when I swollow that fear that holds me captive. I guess what I am saying is don't fall into a routin, because it hold you back much more then you think.

I am ready to see new things! I am ready for new people! And I am beyond ready for a new world that I have never been too! its time to deffeat that fear that hold me captive and break through that cage! If something changed in your life that could take you to a new place, would you jump on bored with both feet and no regrets?

-Scarlet Heartlove